It seems

It seems however much one tries, sometimes it is not enough. 
It seems however much one explains, sometimes no one understands.
It seems however much one cares, no one really realises it.

It seems this life is a Fast and Furious race in a fast-car on a tricky track. One little detour, one mistake, one blink at a wrong moment then you are derailed or doomed.

But it seems sometimes, this life is neither Fast nor furious, but still any little mistake will hang you upside down for a slow death. And sometimes it leaves one wondering what is the "big mistake" or sin committed for such a slow death and a pain in heart...and the mistakes are defined by tormentor and the rules are too.

Yet, it is so because it seems, "unforgiveness" is the virulent beast that will corrode the brick and mortar on which this life is built upon.  

And today, yet again... I have tried, I have explained, and as always i have given caring, but yet again as most often, it seemed not enough, not understood and not realized. I am let down. Hurt deep down.

At the moment like this I crave for someone, some one special. Not because she is perfect. But despite her imperfectness, she understand the Imperfect Me. It seems. 

It seems I crave her caress, not because I love her a superficial love. But I love her and her good soul.